One of the saddest things that can happen is when you lose your best friend. It takes so much time to build a relationship and establish a good connection. I’ve however learned that you can’t make anyone stay against their will. The old adage applies here, if someone truly wanted to be in your life they would be. I know complaining will never make it any better but I just feel it’s unfair, life’s unfair I guess. I would have given her a beautiful life.
How do relationships survive? Mine have always failed.I’ve come to doubt myself, I don’t believe I’m a very good judge of character. It seems like everyone around me has found someone to love and here I am pushing 40 and I’m nowhere close to settling down. Serves me right for pursuing a married woman. I should of known better.
Anyway, I feel like I’ve done my best. Maybe I’m just not destined for marraige.